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Before he left me alone to just process everything, I guess he wanted me to feel comfortable after everything that happened. So he changed the dreamworld to my home. He knows how much I want to go home.

Because he wishes he could go back to his home, too. More than anything else.

[takes his hand with both of hers now]

Silencchi . . . what do I do? I should hate Emecchi, shouldn't I?

That is complicated. I do not want to tell you to accept him in spite of his intentions, because it is reprehensible.

But I—I want to think there is good in everyone...

Good in everyone, huh . . . at the end, he did hugg me. He tried to let me see my home again. He kept holding my hand. He told me the truth.

[Frowns deeper, wiping at his eyes.]

Why? Why tell me the truth? He could have just kept it secret. Actually, it would have been smarter to keep it secret, right? He must have known I wouldn't have approved of it . . .

He trusts you—and in spite of whatever you could possibly think of him, I think he will still care about you as much as he already does.

...

[His shoulders start to relax.]

I can’t let him make that wish. If he does then I really can’t forgive him...

Please do not take on the responsibility of changing his mind. If you think of it that way, you will only hurt yourself.

Discourage him and show him alternatives. He needs to know there are other ways to achieve his happiness.

[hopefully]

[flops back on bed]

Dunno how I’m gonna find alternatives...Am I really smart enough for that? I can barely understand his world in the first place.

Edited 2020-02-11 12:13 (UTC)

...you can worry about that later.

For now, you can rest.

I don’t really want to rest...

[Lets out a sigh and rolls over.]

[...oh

joins him on the bed and drapes an arm over him, she wants to be big spoon ok]

...I can rest a little bit, I guess.

That is right. Do not disturb me. I want to lay like this. You have no choice but to rest.

Edited 2020-02-12 00:22 (UTC)

Yes, yes, Lady Silencchi. You have done me so many favors, your humble servant will return the same and allow you to rest in peace.

...but if you need to go somewhere, dont let me stop you.

[buries her face against his back, WHY!!]

Hmph.

No need, Jyanta can do my work.

[He curls up into himself a little more, and although you can’t see his face, you can probably imagine a complicated expression based on his voice.]

...you’re really the best, Silencchi. No one else can be you.

[oh—maybe she really needed to hear that

tightens her arm around him, grabbing for his hand]

[Lets her take it, hand squeeze.]

It’ll turn out okay, right?

You are the one who needs to hear that, too.

Yeah...I do.

...

[Lets out a deep breath.]

It’ll be okay.

It will be okay. You will be okay.

[Suddenly he spins around so he's facing Silence, and just completely smothers her by draping his gangly limbs around her. This is his favorite position ok.]

We'll be okay.

[jolts a little, that was unexpected—but relaxes against him]

[It doesn't take much longer after that for him to actually fall asleep. Even though he took a sleeping potion, it wasn't really restful sleep since...u know. End of the world dreams.

But this time, he's just sleeping now.]

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